Friday, November 13, 2009

Friday night in salt lake city :) hanging out at the gateway with the family. Fun times.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

World's Apart

Yes, tonight I feel a world apart from my wife. It's my fault. I'm not giving her all she needs in our marriage. I don't know what to do. Yes, I wish it would go away and leave me alone. Yes, I feel terrible inside just like she does, but her feelings are validated by the world, the feelings I have are not. Is our love fatal for each other. Is it like poison, slowly killing us? Can just one need ruin everything we have? We are so different like light and dark, hate and love.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Reminded

Yeah, the feelings were stirred a bit in the ole body tonight. It happens ever so often. Handsome guy comes along and reminds me of what I am. The feelings are intense enough I do things for him I wouldn't do for anyone else. I am getting braver in my old age. I need more than just a good look to satisfy me. I need a name, where they are from and where they are going.