Yes, tonight I feel a world apart from my wife. It's my fault. I'm not giving her all she needs in our marriage. I don't know what to do. Yes, I wish it would go away and leave me alone. Yes, I feel terrible inside just like she does, but her feelings are validated by the world, the feelings I have are not. Is our love fatal for each other. Is it like poison, slowly killing us? Can just one need ruin everything we have? We are so different like light and dark, hate and love.