Wednesday, May 25, 2011

The Family

Well the in-laws are coming for a visit. It's a long one too, a whole week! They never come and stay for a whole week. I know they have been asking around the family why I haven't been so "active" in church lately. They don't know about me or my son. I have been thinking about just letting it rip and telling them while they are here. But we all know that "coming out" to the family doesn't necessarily change things much other than they know. Some understand and some think you should just quit being a big homo because it's wrong. Anyway, have a great memorial weekend everyone.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

I am still here.

It has been to long since my last post. I am always going to write tomorrow. I guess it's finally tomorrow tonight. Nothing has changed much in my life, I am still married with kids. The kids are slowly leaving the nest and our youngest with be here for a while. My wife still loves me very much and tries to understand why I do the things I do.
Since my last post I went on a Bromance trip to Europe for 2 weeks. The wife left to see her sister to avoid seeing me off to the airport. Needless to say, she was upset but I went anyway. It didn't help that I had a crush on the guy either. I guess it was just something I had to do. I wanted to get away from everything and chill a bit. The trip was mostly sight seeing. I was in the car traveling at least 8 to 10 hours a day. I saw and learned a lot.